Monday, September 12, 2011

久违的中秋

今天是中秋节
也是我第一天上班
中秋佳节
人月两团圆
提醒了我原来离乡背井了多年
已经好久没有庆祝中秋了
月饼,灯笼
已经好久不见了


没想到回国后的第一次中秋
还是一个人过
自个儿对着电脑吃晚餐
没有月饼,灯笼
还好还有一轮明月相陪
从窗外眺望
只见天色阴暗
原来明月也是自个儿度中秋


在这里祝大家中秋节快乐
要珍惜这个的日子
无论是在家或在外
一个人或和家人一起
都不重要
最重要是  已经团圆了

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

20首有故事的歌

最近                李圣杰
我                  张国荣
害怕                林俊杰
爸爸妈妈            张栋梁
分开                杨乃文
怎么办              S.H.E
神啊,救救我吧!    陈小春
我只想要            7朵花
我们很好            林峰
十指紧扣            张智霖
一生不变            李克勤
我不想说再见        白雪
希望                陈慧琳
幸福不灭            罗志祥
如果你还爱我        光良 
忘记伤害            林峰
我们                南拳妈妈
宽恕                神木与瞳
一刀两断            张智霖
我难过              5566

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

等待的抉择

1     2     3


1是我目前最想要的选择
如果1不行
就唯有选择2
可是在这之间
我最想要的是3


怎么办???
第一次有那么迷茫的感觉
内心的挣扎
真得很煎熬
麻木地等待
最终会是什么样的结果呢?


this is just so shitty...omg...
when can i get a solution for this???
arrggghhh......!!!!!!

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Coach Carter...again

Coach Carter

I have watched this movie for at least five times
I watched it again last night
every time I watched it
tears fell from my heart
there was no doubt and exception last night

the words that filled me the most
"Student Athlete"
STUDENT comes first
this word had long ago evoked my inner thoughts
that I have no reason to give up my studies
no matter how much I love sports
I am a student
my responsible is to study before I do anything else

What is your deepest fear?
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. It is not just in some of us, it is in everyone, and as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."                                                                                                              Marianne Williamson

this literally means: 
our deepest fear is not how imperfect we are
in fact
no one is perfect in this world
the scariest thing is not that we are in deficiency of anything
because nothing is impossible
we have to just do it to achieve our goals

our deepest fear is that we do not fulfill our true potential
we do not treasure what was given to us
we can be talented in any aspects 
but it can also be lamentable that we wasted our gift 
everyone has his own strength
when we proved that we deserve to stand 
we affect people around us
when we set ourself free from the dark
we lead people to the bright   

Coach Ken Carter 
at the end of the movie said
 "I came to coach basketball players, and you became students
        I came to teach boys, and you became men"
is time to be awake if you are not
is time to do the right thing and be a man

Sunday, April 10, 2011

隆中 - 火焰战马

来了美国四年
曾经是这里的校队
感觉上这里的队伍就是有所不同
就我所知
美国,台湾的学校或队伍都有自己独特的队名
这个队名具代表性
因为它不仅仅是队名那么简单
而是象征着那个地方
代表着在那个圈子里的每一个人
不管他们运动与否
不管战绩是好是坏
队伍都是属于他们每一个人的


所以昨晚突然有个突如其来的想法
其实也不是突如其来
以前就有过的想法
只是直到昨晚才动笔创造
因为几次与中华校友和在籍球员组成的排球队
出去参加公开赛都不知用什么队名
曾经的“ABC","Chong Hwa Old Girls"。。。
所以想为中华冠上一个具有代表性的队名
代表着为体育付出的人
校友,老师, 教练,在籍球员,甚至整个中华


隆中 火焰战马队

首先是火焰,
火焰 (passion) - 意味着热情似火。就因为每个人心中都有着一团对运动的热诚,才可以撑过种种的苦练和苦战,继续接受迎面而来的挑战。也正因为这些艰苦辛酸,我们才知道自己的生命还在燃烧,熊熊的热诚没有因为荆棘艰辛而熄灭。

再来是马,
马(unity) - 意味着团结就是力量。中华,很容易就让人联想到中华龙。龙,也是团结的代表,领着一群人,让他们团结。可是更重要的是,龙是权利和地位的象征。我并不希望中华的健儿们有着一枝独秀的心理, 因为我还是坚信团结的力量最终来得还要大。


而战马,
战马(warrior spirit) - 意味着骑士精神。骑士精神是对人格的爱护和尊重,即使被压迫得走头无路,骑士和他的战马也还是不畏惧地向前冲,捍卫着身边的人。就算牺牲全部力量和生命,也觉得无悔的慷慨勇敢精神。有了着骑士矢志不渝的精神,才有无与伦比的骄傲和矜持。
无聊的创作,不过也还是希望有朝一日可以是隆中华的荣誉队徽

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Mix & Match in March (3M)

今年的生日
在没有家人和好友的陪伴下
没什么期待
但还是感谢一班朋友为我的小庆祝
和facebook的祝福

刚放了一个礼拜的spring break
去了mount nebo camping
& pittsburgh for job interviews

再过不久就要毕业了
将来的一年里会在那里
就要看今天的决定了
可是我并没有忘记回家的路
在外面闯荡几年的日子
还是觉得家是最幸福的


dinner i cooked before leaving Pittsburgh
Pittsburgh downtown


nicole & me shopping hardly for my blazer
camping at mount nebo

Monday, February 14, 2011

On your mark...Get set...COUNTDOWN!!!






















Today

it officially enters my 90 days countdown period of GRADUATION


90...89...88...87...86...

pathetic for the flying time
or excited for the coming future
i really have no idea
both feelings are fighting for a win
perhaps excitement is on advantage
but it fills with a little fear
i am indeed ready for the challenge in the real world
but worried that it would not turn out the way i want
i always tell myself 
is ok
life is a variable
a closing door will still got the light from an opened window
i have no control for the future
but i have a choice
i can choose to live for life
or to live for money
i was not born to be a money maker
so besides earning money
there are more in my life
i want to work on my dream

rather than saying that i am pathetic for the past time
it would be better to say that i miss my old days 
i miss those days when i practiced and went to competitions with friends
however
looking backward is not a reality
i should look to the bright and continue my dream
furthermore i am still young and able

in my 4 years of college
there is nothing more unforgettable than joining the soccer team
i lost my knee
now i am still fine with my knee after surgery
but how fully healed would it be is still an unknown
but i have no regret
because i would not know the happiness of being able
before i know the pain of being disable 
life 
despite being a variable and unknown
it is also a test
a test that full of ups and downs
people who can withstand the hardship
will be the victory in the end
this accident to many people may be a suffer or unfortunate
but to me it is a lesson 
it taught me the value of being healthy
i am contented for what i am now
it also taught me the courage to confront with life difficulties
i have the wisdom to step over any hurdles

as Chinese proverbs said
if we can't make anything to prevent it
we might as well sit back and enjoy it

i hope that i am blessed with everything i have