The Defective Beauty

Finally...
I have time to update my blog

I talked to a friend recently
about our past and the life turning point
I'd once thought that she is my best friend
but her best friend wasn't me
I was silly back then and I was so wrong
I used to go to her whenever I have problems
and she...?
she used to be the one that know all my secrets
I'm so glad that I have a friend like her
she is younger than me
but somehow...
she just can calmed me and advised me with her wisdom

since I leave to US
she had a hard time dealing with her life
but I am not there to help her
and she might already has friends that can lead her through the dark
but now that I'm back
it is the time that I should play her role
stand on her shoe and help her to go through her life changing moment
and I want her to know that I am always there to bring her to the bright
you know what?
I am so happy that day she told me that I am one of her best friends
and she wanted to tell me all her things

to me...
our ignorance, willfulness, rebel in the past isn't any bad thing
this is a life learning process that everyone has to go through
we learn to be better in these processes
just because of these imperfects
have turn to make our life perfect and wonderful
these imperfects are call...
the defective beauty

p/s to her:
you just need time to heal yourself
and I know you are doing well now
just keep it up
do whatever following your heart
trust me
it will lead you to the right path
when the time comes
you will be a completely new butterfly
that came off the struggling of chrysalis